Ellie Goulding Reveals She Can’t Recall Recording Higher Than Heaven After Becoming a Mother

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Ellie Goulding has admitted she has little recollection of creating her 2023 album Higher Than Heaven, saying she felt like a “robot” after becoming a mother for the first time.

The Burn singer, who worked on her fifth studio record roughly a year after welcoming her son Arthur in 2021, said she returned to the studio before she felt fully ready and now struggles to remember much of the process.

“Music and performing is the thing that keeps me going. I have two children now so the first time I went back in the studio, I was kind of a robot. I made this 2023 album called Higher Than Heaven and I don't remember it,” Ellie said during an appearance on Later... With Jools Holland, according to the Daily Star.

“Any woman that's had a baby can relate to that postnatal phase of, 'What the hell just happened to me?' So I wrote all this music,” she continued. “Someone heard a song from it the other day and was like, 'I thought this was AI, that's the new thing.' And I was like, kind of, because I was like a robot and didn't know what I was doing for a time.”

The Love Me Like You Do artist, 39, recently welcomed her second child, daughter Iris, in March and is preparing to release her upcoming album I Know Too Much in September, only six months after giving birth.

She said that returning to music this time has felt noticeably easier compared to her earlier experience.

“Now I'm much more human and I have done it already, so this time around I'm a lot more equipped to get back into that mindset,” she added.

Goulding shares her son Arthur with her former husband Caspar Jopling, and daughter Iris with her partner, American actor Beau Minniear.

She released her latest single Black Prada Dress on Friday, with the full album set to arrive on 4 September.

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Fred Again.. Launches Free Music Production Workshops For Trans+ Artists In London

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Fred Again.. is set to host a free production workshop for trans+ musicians in London later this week.

The workshops form part of the newly launched Trans+ Future Sounds initiative, organised by the Trans* Creative Collective. The programme aims to create new opportunities and spaces for trans artists working in music.

Announced via Instagram on Tuesday, June 16, the event has been developed in collaboration with Emily Lazar’s We Are Moving The Needle, a non profit organisation supporting women, non binary and trans producers and engineers.

The sessions will take place at Abbey Road Studios on Friday, June 19, with Fred Again.. leading the workshops alongside a selection of guest contributors.

Organisers say the purpose of the initiative is to “facilitate and support producers and writers from the trans and queer community to become the innovative leading producers the industry needs”. They also highlighted ongoing industry imbalance, referencing a recent We Are Moving The Needle report which found that only 2.3 per cent of producers identify as women, trans or non binary.

 

“We are creating an opportunity to be welcomed to one of the most prestigious recording institutions in the world, to be shown that you are respected and valued,” organisers said. “This is an event to be celebrated for who you are and have a chance to learn from leading professionals in your field.”

Alongside Fred Again.., the lineup of guests includes Sans Soucis, MESSIE, Trans Voices, charlieeeee, Satch, Emily Green, Fuzz Chaudhrey and others. Registration details are available via the official sign-up channels.

“Since we started TCC in 2021, our whole mission has been to make space for trans+ creatives to thrive, not just survive, in the music industry,” said charlieeeee, co founder of TCC and founder of Trans+ Future Sounds.

“Trans+ Future Sounds – made possible alongside our incredible partners We Are Moving The Needle – feels like the fullest expression of that yet. Getting to welcome our community into Abbey Road, one of the most iconic recording spaces in the world, and to have artists like Fred again.. want to give his time and expertise to that community, is genuinely moving.”

“We want every trans+ producer, songwriter and creator who walks through those doors on Friday to feel celebrated. Because they are forging new ground, and we’ll be behind them every step of the way.”

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Trans Creative Collective, founded in 2021, has since built an international network through workshops, mentoring sessions, community events and industry partnerships. The group has collaborated with organisations including BMG and has been highlighted in the UK Music Diversity Report for its work supporting inclusion in the music industry.

More Trans+ Future Sounds events are expected to be announced in 2026.

For Fred Again.., the workshop follows the conclusion of his extensive ‘USB002’ tour earlier this year, which featured surprise appearances from artists including Underworld, Mike Skinner, Joy Anonymous, La Roux, Nia Archives, The Streets, Romy, D Double E, Berwyn, Ezra Collective and Thomas Bangalter of Daft Punk.

His collaborative set with Bangalter took place at Alexandra Palace in London during the final show of the tour and has since been released via Apple Music. He has also recently shared a 108 hour continuous mix built from material created during the tour.

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